I'm so confused, I just can't explain
the way my heart felt, when I pushed you away...

nothing real existing,
in my world of blackened tears...

I can't believe I trusted you so many times
gave you so many chances and belived your lies...

I'm not really happy
this smile is just a fake...

Trapped in a maze of unrelenting lies,
longing for escape from the thoughts in my own...

Trying to hold on to the memories,
of you holding me in your arms...

Tears of guilt for what I wish id never done
hate and degrate myself for the nothing ive become...

Do those who see me,
through the eyes of a stranger...

To the one who can make you smile when you cry
to the one who can hold you and never say goodbye...

Unheard wishes, on falling stars,
of a love that cannot be...

The clock is ticking, and i\'m waiting on you
i know you can change, and I hope that you do...

Welcome to the life of a girl like me
with tears always pouring but none of them seen...