~she h.a.t.e.s. her ((life)) and *who* shes b.c.o.m.e~
~TrApPed |i.n.s.i.d.e| with [[nowere 2 run]]~

~*but then she'd go .h.o.m.e...turn off {all the lights}....turn the dial ^up^ on her /r/a/d/i/o/ & [C.R.Y]*~

«i -dont- even |.know.| פmyself¤× a.n.y.m.o.r.e.»

I ×act× like it isn't R.e.A.l. it'll [.:go away:.]
((but it's *not* that way at all))

If i cud make a ¤change¤ i wud but ((wuts the point)) in t.r.y.i.n.g.¿?
....i'll NeVeR b {g.o.o.d. e.n.o.u.g.h.} 4 -u-

»no1« heard me S.c.R.e.A.m. 4 sum1 2 ((.:understand:.))

~the «sun rises» but *all* i c is [.DaRkNeSs.]~

פlet me get [.away.] from it all~is it ((2 much 2 ask)) 2 b ~h.a.p.p.y~...just 4 a [m][o][m][e][n][t]¿?¤×

If i «lOcK mYsElF aWaY» & give *only u* a key, wud i b s.t.u.c.k here ×4ever× or wud u [.save me.]¿?

פ2day is ×nothing× but y.e.s.t.e.r.d.a.y.s ((mistake))¤×
פwuts the «point» of ~2morrow~ wen |.every.| *smile* is [f][a][k][e]¿?¤×