Im »blaring« my [music] because id r.a.t.h.e.r hear *it* than -u-!¡!

«here i am b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g.~and *every1's here~[n][o][b][o][d][y] (.:notices:.)~& (n)(o)(b)(o)(d)(y) [c.a.r.e.s.]»

¤sitting here all aLoNe~/living/ in a [.b.r.o.k.e.n.] ×soul×~ *trying* to be »somebody else«~but always |stuck| i.n.s.i.d.e. ((myself))¤

פu «wudnt» (say) wut -im- doin is W.r.O.n.G....if -u- *knew* wut it {feels like} when [.:nothings:.] R.i.G.h.T¤×

I ×kno× u heard me s/c/r/e/a/m/i/n/g/
from sumwere »deep« ((inside))
but any |.will.| u mite hav had 2
was ¤swallowed¤ by ur [g.o.d. d.a.m.n] (p)(r)(i)(d)(e)

~*if u wud hav ¤cared¤ enough 2 »stop me«...mayb id hav 1 less ((s.c.a.r)) 4 u 2 ×judge me× by...*~

If u -knew me- at ALL, u WuDnT b able 2 [.look me in the eye.] and |not| c that .:somethings:. ¤w.r.o.n.g¤

U *said* u cud hAnDlE the [t.r.u.t.h.]...so did u ×let go׿?

Im |s|o|r|r|y| but I cant b פperfect¤× & I'll NeVeR be [s.a.v.e.d]... .:4get about me:. *let me go*... its already «2 late»

~u tell me how [d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t.e.d.] u r in *me* 4 |cUtTiNg| again...& i .:think:. of how {d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t.e.d.} I am in *u* for not «trying» to uNdErStAnD *y* i did it~