Wutz »worse«¿? f.e.e.l.i.n.g. פnothing but [pain]¤×¿? or f.e.e.l.i.n.g. פnothing [at all]¤×¿?

If u saw me {s.l.i.p.p.i.n.g. off the EdGe} wud u CaTcH mE¿?...or let me »fall«¿?

Its 2 kno that wen i c a *shooting star* |.ur.| all i can t.h.i.n.k. of...yet wen ~u~c that same *star*, I don't even [.cRoSs Ur MiNd.]...

«im [.standing on the edge.] of ¤everything¤...PuSh Me...»

¤did u hear me ScReAmIng ×daddy× wen the p.a.i.n. got way 2 ReAl¿?¤
¤the p.a.i.n. from all the *anger* & the -shit- u made me fEeL¤

¤did u c me CrYiNg ×mommy×, did u kno -u- made me start¿?¤
¤u made me «feel» so w.o.r.t.h.l.e.s.s. that its [.tearing me apart.]¤

Xx- so I watch u [.walk away.], knowing uv already ¤4gotten¤ u wer -here-...
& i {.walk away.}, knowing ur not watching, & i cant 4get ur g.o.n.e -xX

×im not ~*making a face*~ i'm tRyInG. not 2 [.cry.]×

«i was ¤happy¤ 4 awhile but i -knew- it wudn\'t last»
«i WaNtEd it to stay, but it went away |.too fast.|»
«i\'m -sick- of being LeT dOwN every ¤f.u.c.k.i.n.g¤ time»
«i\'m (dumb enough) 2 think that things r gonna b a.l.r.i.g.h.t.»

~everyone *thinks* they know me...until they see my |.s.c.a.r.s.|~