«im [.standing on the edge.] of ¤everything¤...PuSh Me...»

Its 2 kno that wen i c a *shooting star* |.ur.| all i can t.h.i.n.k. of...yet wen ~u~c that same *star*, I don't even [.cRoSs Ur MiNd.]...

If u saw me {s.l.i.p.p.i.n.g. off the EdGe} wud u CaTcH mE¿?...or let me »fall«¿?

If i cud make a ¤change¤ i wud but ((wuts the point)) in t.r.y.i.n.g.¿?
....i'll NeVeR b {g.o.o.d. e.n.o.u.g.h.} 4 -u-

I ×act× like it isn't R.e.A.l. it'll [.:go away:.]
((but it's *not* that way at all))

-every time- i ¤think of u¤ i WaNt U [.more & more.]

+y+ dont u «3love«3 me¿?
-y- dont u (care)¿?
im [.falling 4 u.]...
but .:U doNt EvEn C mE tHeRe:.

×my w.o.r.l.d. is »spinning« from *trying* 2 b -SO- ((p.e.r.f.e.c.t))×

פsometimes i feel so l.o.n.e.l.y. i cant even [cry]¤×
פsometimes its *hard* not to -knowing- my «whole lifes» a (l.i.e)¤×

...i'll [.:hold back:.] my e.m.o.t.i.o.n.s. and (watch) -life- »pass me by...»