Xx-I *wish* ((missing u)) wudnt [make] [me] [cry]-xX

°°if the WoRlD were +|p.e.r.f.e.c.t|+, i ~wudnt~ b on it°°

°everyone° is [e][v][i][l] but its :.h.i.d.d.e.n.: in their /eyes\
°everything° is (b)(e)(a)(u)(t)(i)(f)(u)(l) but the .:b.e.a.u.t.y:. often |hides|

I [want] [him] [bak] SoOoOo ((badly)) but °hes° s.o.m.e.o.n.e. «else« now & the ~1 person~ i cud EvEr b *in «3love«3 with* is [[.long gon.]]

I ||woke||up|| this||morning|| & the *first* t.h.o.u.g.h.t that »ran» t/h/r/u/ my °mind° was ((..he's [g][o][n][e]..))

Just ((bcuz)) u've f o u n d a *way* 2 [e][s][c][a][p][e] it ~doesnt~ mean things °cant° [Go WrOnG]

Xx-u think u ×screwed× my life ^up^ but in ([.reality.])..u +saved+ it-xX

DoNt [.:apologize:.] if its *only* to +save+ ur own ((.concience.))

...and u ((left me here)) ~w.o.n.d.e.r.i.n.g~ if there's any »point» in ¤living¤ this [L][I][E] anymore...

*how* do u ¤×listenפ 2 ur «3heart«3 wen it isn't [b.e.a.t.i.n.g]¿?