«- t i m e- is ((r.u.n.n.i.n.g)) eNdLeSsLy, in neither °|hours|° nor °|days|° it just ~goes by~ and ^doesn't^ really [m][a][t][t][e][r] a.n.y.w.a.y.s»

~|wut| wud -u- °rather° /see/, a ((f.r.o.w.n))..or a [.:fAkE sMiLe:.]¿?~

The ¤pain was »b.e.y.o.n.d« TeArS
so I *reached*4 the [k][n][i][f][e]
there was [.n.o.t.h.i.n.g.]xelsex 2 do
so I ~found~ a +new+ way 2 (c)(r)(y)

This ¤pain¤ i.n.s.i.d.e. of ((me)) is [.:2 much 2 handle:.]...so im LeTtInG gO..

As I *wait* for u 2 »speak« my |.:heart:.| w.h.i.s.p.e.r.s "PlEaSe DoNt HuRt Me"

Either u [^stand up^] or u get -walked.all.over-

I'll *never* [f][o][r][g][e][t] the ~way~ u made me ((feel)) wen u ¤told me¤ all those h u r t f u l (.words.) & s.c.o.l.d.e.d. me 4 {crying}

The (p)(a)(i)(n) is b.u.i.l.d.i.n.g. ^up^ and im not [s][t][r][o][n][g] e.n.o.u.g.h. 2 KnOCk DoWn this |~*tower of emotion*~|

U .t.h.i.n.k. ur *doing this* 4 my own »safety« but the °only thing° (h)(u)(r)(t)(i)(n)(g) me is [Y.O.U]

How can I ((apologize)) wen Im not | °s °o °r °r °y °|¿? why shud I say im | °s °o °r °r °y °| wen I did n.o.t.h.i.n.g. [»wrong«]¿?