~*|if u +want her+ u can -hav her-|*~
the ChOiCe 2 b/r/e/a/k/ my «3heart«3 is ¤urs¤

פi'M sOrRy¤×
I didn't *think* it wud b [.2.much.2.ask.] of u 2 ~give a (f)(u)(c)(k)~

~I told her~ that I [.slit my wrist.] *last night*
~I told her~ that ¤I HaTe My LiFe¤
~I told her~ I was ((lost inside))
.:and she had »no reply«:.

Isn't it ¤|amazing|¤ how ((everything)) can [c.h.a.n.g.e] in a »second¿?« from *oN tOp Of ThE wOrLd* to, well...[r][o][c][k] [b][o][t][t][o][m]

~*how can u say* u CaRe about me~
~wen I neva Xx|.cross ur mind¿?.|xX~
~*u always tell me* not 2 »cut«~
~but ((wud u n.o.t.i.c.e.)) if i [DiEd]¿?~

~how can u *watch* me {f.a.l.l a.p.a.r.t}~
~and .:|wish|:. that i was [d][e][a][d]~
~then «talk 2 me» about ur p.r.o.b.l.e.m.s~
~and *call urself* my ((BeSt FrIeNd))¿?~

U -say- it came as no SuPrIsE...
so *y* didn't u [[e.v.e.r]] try 2 ((help me))¿?

If u ¤think¤ i'm [.BeAuTiFuL.]
ur not ((l.o.o.k.i.n.g)) ×|deep enough|×

So i'll ¤×cry myself 2 sleepפ and »hope« ~2morrow~ won't [d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t] me...just like I ((always)) do...

¤|c.h.i.l.d.r.e.n| r so (h)(a)(p)(p)(y) & ~c.a.r.e.f.r.e.e~ bcuz the .:world:. they {.live in.} is [i][m][a][g][i][n][a][r][y]¤