You tell me you hate me but all I can say back to you is 'I love you'.....

You left me here holding onto a hope. A hope that you might love me someday. I just let go...knowing if I held on it would tear me apart.

Stories and scenarios have taken over my mind. No one sees the pain I hide when I pretend I am alright.

Lost inside my mind of fear, can't take this all, can't spare the tears.

When you pull a specific string from a beautifully knit sweater, the entire thing unravels . Just like my life...you've found that specific string. You pull on it slowly revealing my cut up naked body. Turned to dust by your hand.

Never trust anyone with your life, because they will take it from you leaving you left without a breath in your lungs...

I am being swallowed into the black ocean waves as I gasp for air but only breathe in sand...

I hate that someone could commit suicide deep into the night and the world will keep turning, no one noticing a thing.

There is a sweet melody playing through the infinite corners of my mind, swirling restlessly about, adding sunshine to even the darkest places.

I hold this little life inside my womb for now, in my arms for a while, and inside my heart forever.