The train just de-railed in my train of thought...

Y.o.u.r.-h.e.a.r.t.---b.e.a.t.i.n.g.---k.e.e.p.s.-m.e.---b.r.e.a.t.h.i.n.g.

If you never said anything you can't take it back.

*Shit...my heart just stopped.

******Dreams don't come true when there are no stars to wish upon...******

Why do you kill me like this?...Slow, with my blood on your lips.

I wonder if this generation was chosen to suffer or if it was a lucky draw of the hat...I wonder if I was important enough for God to c.h.o.o.s.e. me to suffer.

Behind every smile is a burden I bear but can not hold on my shoulders much longer...slowly slipping into the depths of hell.

&& She asks me to paint my secret if I can't tell her. I sit here,immobile. I just can't tell her. I turn from the blank canvas to my arm with a blade, and once again it all comes out.

I can hear your screams, even if the world don't hear a thing. I see the horror in your eyes, even if the world only see the lies. I feel the quiet of your breathing in the night, even if the world thinks you're gonna be alright.