Why do you kill me like this?...Slow, with my blood on your lips.

I wonder if this generation was chosen to suffer or if it was a lucky draw of the hat...I wonder if I was important enough for God to c.h.o.o.s.e. me to suffer.

Behind every smile is a burden I bear but can not hold on my shoulders much longer...slowly slipping into the depths of hell.

&& She asks me to paint my secret if I can't tell her. I sit here,immobile. I just can't tell her. I turn from the blank canvas to my arm with a blade, and once again it all comes out.

I wrote the melody of our love song but you arn't there to add in the harmony. Another love song goes unfinished and lost forever.

I am your brightest star but I am fading out tonight...forever ashes in the sky.

You left me here holding onto a hope. A hope that you might love me someday. I just let go...knowing if I held on it would tear me apart.

Stories and scenarios have taken over my mind. No one sees the pain I hide when I pretend I am alright.

Lost inside my mind of fear, can't take this all, can't spare the tears.

When you pull a specific string from a beautifully knit sweater, the entire thing unravels . Just like my life...you've found that specific string. You pull on it slowly revealing my cut up naked body. Turned to dust by your hand.