You said you loved me and I believed you....now i wish i hadnt.

You would rather me call you when I feel this way...but yur never there and my blade always is.

All the pain you caused me has driven me to this....and now theres no going back...I'm trapped in this world where theres no comfort but seeing the blood drip down my arm

I try to run, I try to hide from these feelings harbored deep inside, I'm breaking away from everything I've known...

When I hurt myself, I'm punishing me for being me

I was lost...I had been hurt so much. But then you pulled me close and whispered those words I longed to hear and changed my life

In was so close to the edge and so ready to jump....until you caught me and brought me back saving me from myself

You'll never know how much I miss you, you'll never see it on my face. You'll never know I'll never find someone who could take your place, I'm gonna smile when I see you, no my tears will never show. I might always love you but you'll never know

I'll get there eventually...but for now I'm only halfway to hell....

You can never smile quite the same when the blade sinks deeper with each passing day