I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong,
I tried to act all tough and stay strong...
Because love is so easy,
Although it is powerful...
You knew you meant the world to me,
You did everything to make me happy...
She used to be a tormented soul,
A tortured thing named Nicole...
Running from life.
Your past disappearing before your eyes...
I couldn't believe it when it happened,
It was just too good to be true...
Thoughts of suicide are nice and warm;
Tears pouring down like a violent storm...
These tears are so salty.
This mind is so numb...
My life is all just one big lie,
I don't understand why I can't die...
The only time I feel safe, feel safe, is when I am...
You are always there, waiting for me to come back...