Two years of my life i was in your control
no friends no family no life no soul...

How far is to far away?,
i have so many feelings for you...

I am too weak to go on in this life
too weak to say "NO!" to the knife...

Behind my smile i scream and cry
sitting here dreaming...

I locked the door
for good reason you see...

In this corner i sit and cry
no one comforts me...

Trying so hard to Holt my emotion
i loved you for you and your devotion...

If i don't make it threw
i want you to know...

You told me you loved me
you said you wouldn't lie...

Dear Estelle,
I'm sorry you ever met me...

Sitting hear thinking
about how life would be...

You need to sit down
you need to wait...