I saw the anger
go in her direction...

What happened to her smile?,
i miss that on her face...

How can i explain this?,
where exactly can i start...

Dear mum,and dear dad too,look what I've...
Now i know you did your best,and brought me up,but...

Fighting to survive,screaming will begin,clinging...
The air seems so cold now,the shadows seem so...

Please don't speak,just listen..
i run through my head...

Make a list,and make it long,of what i do...
I hold my tears,when you make me sad,i control my...

Set me free,leave me be,i chose my path,this is...
you can take away my things,it will eat me up...

The blades of past depression, are digging in my...
Gripping onto my arms,my mind tells me to...

I ask myself,
and i ask you...

I'm sorry,
she says...

I'm sorry for my decision
i know that it was wrong...