My stomach is full of butterflys
Ive made 2 many crys..
My heart is begining 2 fall 4 u
and im afraide and i dont no what 2 do.
I wish 4 u n me
But tats somethin ur neva goin 2 c

NIka~

If luvin u means..i need to wait 4ever
Then i will cuz ur my evrythin..
N Im willin 2 spend The rest of my life waitin 4 u 2 come to me!

Cuz i want you-
and i'm hopein sum day you'll want me to.

NIka~

I sit here thinking about ur smile
N i 4get about all ta times that made it feel worth wile..
U don't no how much i need U..
so please don't go
ur so wonderful
and i luv U more then anything!

Nika~

I'm feeling down
n i've been Cryin on the Groun
Im missin you
For all the things you always do
I want you to be wiht me..
so i can show you we were always ment to be!

Nika~

I've never had sumone to dream about and talk about..and to luv and sheerish-[forever]

Untill i meet YOU

NIka~ Luv you so much matthew

*The Love i feel for you is stronger then Anything!
but then agin i know that means nothing to you!

Becuase evrything i we ever felt wasn't true..

Becuase you never wanted to be real..

You rather seee my heart broken, n be wiht her.

Nika~

*I'll be just fine PrEtEnDiNg i'm not*
You're all i want..
BUt you're all that i got..
the one you luv ..you hide..
You're not listenin can't you see.
I'm trying to be more then me.

NIka~

Ive finally found a place 4 u and I in my heart!
Even no U told me all thos foolish lies..
N pretended U cared..
But i realized no matter how much it hurts..U need 2 fight 4 what u want! N i did it was 2 hav u some were in my heart!

Nika~

Even the Best Fall down sumtime..
My feeelings have suddnly grown stronger then befor..
I'm scared to hold on longer
becuase i don't no if any of this will make me stronger

nika~

-Waiting for you to come back
is like watin for my life to end
Becuase i no you're never coming back to me.

Nika