.Think of me as the girl.

.you held on to 4 so long .

.and the girl who always made you smile.

.and think of me as the girl..who you once let go of.

:(think of me..[NIKA

.but i hate thinkin about losing you.
i hate letting you go.
I hate pretending i'm okay.
Becuase it's my smile.. that hides my broken heart.
and my tears that tell a storry

Nika

When I'm with cha.. I feel like evrything is just perfect
and I never wana lose you.
or 4 you to stop the things you do
becuase your just so you.
and I love you so much.

Nika Love you Matthew

But when your not looking at me..
I see you looking at her

and when u stoped telling me how much you cared..
and 4got about evrything we shared..

My heart will soon start to break

NIka

~.~ I feel so .c.h.r.u.s.h.e.d deep down inside~.~
and I no you can't tell i've cried
and that hurts the most`
becuz u used to be the one..who could always see evrything in me:(

Nika

But when you wana hold on..just hold me close..
but when you wana let go...just try 2hold on longer..
becuase..if you never new what you had in the first place.. waht makes u think u will in the end

Nika

It's not like i misss evrything about you
it's just i miss evrything i thought you used to be-

Nika-

And when you.. Losted me.. In your heart...
try to remeber thos memories.. we shared..
and tell me if you care.. one single bit:(

>Becuase I miss being loved by you<

Nika

And when you.. Losted me.. In your heart...
try to remeber thos memories.. we shared..
and tell me if you care.. one single bit:(

>Becuase I miss being loved by you<

Nika

She becuase you heart telles you hes made for you dosn't mean his does

Nika.. and i wish.. you felt the thing i feel