-* I only cry becuase i care-
I wanted to let you no that you mean evrything to me-
even if i mean nothing to you-
Forever isn't nothing with out you-

NIka~ i don't no if any of this is real:(
cryin in side

I think sometimes U 4get were the heart is.

[U juge the the persons looks* not there inner Beauty*

Under this sad face*
is a girl wiht dreams and Faith*

*For once she wants 2 be called Beautiful*
For who she is inside* not the out*

NIka~

You're all that i've wanted*
and i've been dreamin of you..
and you finaly came true*
so promiss me [forever]
so we can always be {*together*}

nika~

Deep down..you mean more then Everything to me..
Deep down i wish that was something you could see..
Deep down i'm dreamin of you and me..
And how i want things to be.

[nika~

[wen i got off the phone with my best friend]

she told me about him*

N it reminded me of how i felt about U..and how i still do*

[my luv 4 u can never change*

Becuase i no sum were in my heart im still holding on to ur smile!

-nika~

Wen i looked into you're eyes was the moment i let go!
i thought you n me could make it..
But that was only aftre[ i saw you wiht *her*]

i feel so week with out your toch*
And i luved you so much*

*nika~

If ever you luved me..u would say!

Ive been waiting for u..and missin you all day

Its Hard for me 2. wen you no his heart is wiht sum one ellse 2..

All i can do is love u...And if that not good enuff.

[then what is]¿

nika~

*U remind me that the past was real*
Believe it or not..No matter how much i try i can't let go of u now..
You're apart of me..
And if i could just let you c.
The happiness u make me feel..it ta most Beautiful thing in the world.

NIka~

*Trying to not let the past effect wiht my Future*
But it's hard to wen you feel like that person had apart of you*
That part of me was my heart*
And it's not coming back*

NIka~

-do You ever feel like you need to find sumone who can make u you feel like theres always going to be another day..
Well i used to..Untill another day never came.

NIka~