I pick up my gun and I head off to work.
In my camouflaged button up suit...

Theres this thing that some call life,
This thing I can't explain...

I don't know how to look at your picture anymore
I don't know how to see your face and not cry...

Living for you meant nothing at all,
All I did...

Trying to focus on anything but the notebook.
The notebook that smothers her name...

I bleed just to be with you,cry just to know I'm...
So that the voices telling me to get out slowly...

We started off so happy.
but then again thats how we always started off...

The noise echos my room as I lay down to sleep.
My tummy biting at my soul, as I close my eyes and...

To pick up where I left off
would be the greatest wish...

You wake up every morning to go out into the same...
the same world that constantly brings you down...

I'm not really sure what to tell you,
I'm not really sure if you care...

You left me in the hospital alone when I was born...
You signed yourself out and you walked away...