Lying on my bed
with no care in the world...

Beauty really is skin deep
We all have insecurities...

The deadly silence,
The thoughts from the past...

Nothing is forever,
No matter how much we try...

A messed up little girl,
And her thoughts that seem to last...

Silence black nothings
crying in despare...

Its the words that you implied
That bring emotion to my mind...

Questions rush though my mind
And answers I just cannot find...

Some things weren't meant to be,
Why is it so hard for you all to see...

Underneath my act,
there is so much you don't know...

From Dreams to hoping and wishing
Buried beneath betrayal...

I'm so tired
of being used...