No....thats just wut i let u think.

Life is NOT like a roller coaster cuz once u get off u can never get back on again.

No matter how hard things seem to be...dont ever forget that you will always have me.

-to my bff who is going through some really hard times

Dear Diary,
I've decided not to write anything in here anymore cuz i dont want to remember any of this. its just too painful to have to look back and go through it again.

&& i had to say good-bye and walk away like it was nothing...even though i knew...i was never gonna see him again.

&& i could be lying in a pool of blood and say im fine and u would just say ok and walk away.

I dropped plans for u i lost friends for u i lost sleep for u i gave up so much for u just so in the end U could GIVE ME up.

They keep saying that people care about me but ill believe it when i stop losing everyone i ever get close to.

My reflection
it's everything i hate
yet,
it's everything i am.

I got the one I love beside me
My troubles behind me
I'm alive and I'm free
Who wouldn't wanna be me?