The black gates won't open
I'm trapped inside a life I can't repair...

I open my eyes
Wishing the pain away...

I had finally forgot
I thought the pain was over...

The night is quiet
Dark...

I met you
And loved you...

I sit here thinking of suicide
I’m stupid...

I always end up with a broken heart
With tears pouring down my face...

Daddy's never home
He's always working...

As I look into this knife
I wonder why I am still here...

I live for death
I'm broken beyond repair...

Behind every smile is a story
My smile hides me...

Every night I look into the sky
Wondering if your thinking of me...