As I look into this knife
I wonder why I am still here...

A heart is heart
It isn't meant to be broken...

I had finally forgot
I thought the pain was over...

Behind every smile is a story
My smile hides me...

I was blind not to see what we had
I was dumb to do what I did...

I live for death
I'm broken beyond repair...

I sit here thinking of suicide
I’m stupid...

Every night I look into the sky
Wondering if your thinking of me...

I remember when I was small
I remember my dreams...

I wish i could take away your pain
I wish I could make this right...

I loved him
He left me...

My days have turned to horror
My life is lost...