I gazed at your kodak smile;
The happiness shining in your perfect eyes...

I'm sorry
But you seem so fake...

Sometimes my insecurity
Makes me wonder...

I feel like
I'm getting crushed...

Our love ended
Forever ago...

I am drawn to you.
You seem to draw me in...

A letter of confusion
Written in a journal one day...

I need some room;
Back up...

I've let myself down;
Disappointed...

Quietly,
Invisibly...

With my chin in my hands,
I sit here...

Oh the joy
of smiling...