Maybe I shouldn't like him, maybe I shouldn't try,
all the times he lead me on, attention drew nigh...

I always wanted someone to love,
a gift from God sent from up above...

After all we`ve been through. you and me.
suddenly i can`t even make myself feel happy...

Maybe I should hate you for this, raise my voice...
call you names and hurt you tell you to go to...

I fell pretty hard for a fella once upon a time,
always wished and hoped I could make him mine...

Sitting all day and sitting all night,
something stirring in the mind, something not...

As the sun rises, I find myself awaking,
the shock of the morning, my body is shaking...

I always used to be afraid of getting to close..
Too afraid of letting lose and letting go...

I never meant to fall for you one thing I'd like...
the way I am around you, I act weird, I act...

I was addicted to you.
you were like the drug of nicotine flowing in my...

So i talked on the phone with you today,
you shock me by the words that you say...

Many nights I lay there alone wondering why...
when the pain of my life seems to surface with...