Why do you hate yourself so much
and drink that liquor like a crutch...
Nobody can bring me down,
It is my time to shine right now...
I might not see you,
nor ever feel you...
There was no wrath,
there was no pain...
I stare at the sharp silver edges
directly in the path I'm headed...
It is apparent,
gauging from my presence in this pitch black room...
A giant emptiness is visible from where I stand,
before the mirror in my room...
To know that it is nearing
despite loving you so...
Didn't wish upon you
But you were my shooting star...
Looking at the past
-- a scar I fear will stay...
Of all things great and wonderful
I wish that I could care...
Your eyes light up like lightning;
a flash of passion, an instant of lust...