.I'm far too overdramatic...over react ALL the time..ALWAYS have to get what I want, WHEN I want it.. don't like being told what to do.. can be stubborn...Am pretty confident I think..Outgoing.. Outspoken..Sociable..Creative... Emphasise most things I say.. wear weird "susie-made" clothes.. am TO'ally well good and well cool...I like original things...Too impulsive.."well indie"... Bit of an artsy fartsy indie girl really. All that below was written last year when I was going through some stuff.. I'd liek to let all you know that I have overcome it all and I couldn't be happier, I like to think that poetry helped me a lot with all of that :). And to anyone going through something similar - you can and you will get over whatever you're going through, depression and low self esteem and eating disorders was a hard thing to get over but I've prooved that it is possible to be happy and love yourself.. also I think I've got my amazing friends to thank for that aswell :). |
When I look at you
I hate what I see...
My world forever spins
I'm overwhelmed with dizziness...
I watch you from a distance
You're just like a dream...
You're too perfect
how can you be real...
Have you ever felt so alone
Like nobody even cares at all...
"Love unspoken is the loudest sound of...
(Dawsons Creek...
With the music drowning out my silent scream
I'm remain here lying on the floor...
I'm crying over memories from our past
I can't understand why iy changed so fast...
Why does it hurt to read the words you spilled...
It's cause the words are all about her...
I never thought you'd be the one to hurt me,
the tear drops streaming down my cheek shows that...
Sometimes you meet someone |
I guess.. maybe it's my lack of self-confidence.. |
Just so you know...the next love letter i send you is a bullet...and i hope you take it to the heart. |