130 pills exact
counted each one and put them back...

You've had sixteen years to listen
I screamed and said...

He started this poem
so long ago...

Why will the tears not run down my cheek
But through my wrists they leak and leak...

Death lie upon us
lull us in your arms...

My life changing without me
I've tripped , fallen...

Mommy please stop crying
if daddy only knew...

Shes in a room full of people
who laugh and pretend...

... I know its long but please read..
Tears drip off his chin...

I'm sitting in my closet
To tell you all that's wrong...

The blood from her Wrists
Moved much like her soul...

Let not tears breach your beautiful eyes
for in my death true meaning lies...