As I stare down the barrel of the gun
I think to myself...

I'm just not what you want
I'm just not what you think I could be...

I'm not what you want
I'm not what you need...

There are many secrets that I hold
That I don't dare expose...

I want you to bleed like me
I show you my scars...

I can't change you
You can't change me...

I'm not playing games
Games of the heart...

I'm caught
Between a best friend...

I write poems
Poems about love,life,sadness,and anger...

Everyone is trying to keep us apart
When we want to be together...

Who's to say what I'll be
Who's to say I won't be me...

Life is full of surprises
Life is full of choices...