Why can\'t I just stop breathing?
Cause with each breath...

In a flash
of my razor blade...

One day
your in my life...

These feelings
they dont make sense...

Pain
thats all i feel...

Ive kept so many secrets
so many lies...

I dont know what to do
i dont know what to say...

How can i forgive
if i cant forget...

Why do I have these feelings for you?
They dont make sense...

I wish i could have gotten there before you died
before you died of suicide...

After you left
i found a boy...

You fall in love with a man
who you just don't understand...