&& sometimes you don't realize how amazing something is, until you see how happy it makes someone else.

I want to say that i'm happy that you're happy with her.
but i'm way too selfish bc i know exactly how she feels and I miss it.

And now that we're over
i live my life trying to look and be perfect
so that one day you'll see me
and wonder how you could ever let me go.

until that day...perfection seems so far away.

Just knowing that you hold her @ night to help her sleep, makes it so i can't.

The hardest thing ive ever experienced is knowing that i'm better off without the person i thought i couldnt live without.

And when i'm in his arms, all i can think about is how i never felt safer than when i was in yours.

I used to love love.
and now i don't understand how something that made me so happy could just as easily tear me apart.

There's those days where i feel strong as ever. .

and then i think about everything we had...

and there i go...right back to square one.

My friends have no idea what its like to have their hearts broken like i've had mine...and because i care so much about them...i hope they never do.

"i've come to realize that in the end, everybody turns out to be the person that they swore they'd never be."