I try so hard
i really do...

I'm slowly losing all feeling
never to have it return again...

My feelings are so strong
i cant deny them...

Spinning,
crying...

So the time winds down
there isn't much left...

You say it's OK to cry
that it helps and I'll feel better...

I know I push you away
and am difficult...

I know that I hold pain
my life is far worse than it seems...

They think it's fake
they just don't understand...

What do you do
when your heart is spinnin...

No one knows her pain
they just sit back and look on...

I'm breaking down
just can't do this...