Why you would call me
just to talk about what i now have...

I have come to except
that it never ends...

I sit in class
watching the clock...

I almost killed myself today
but then i thought of you...

Although you may think
that you know the feeling...

The hurt will soon be over
for i am closing the book...

Hey "Mom"
I figured I'd write you this letter...

Its better to feel pain
than to feel nothing at all...

Its funny how
you can feel as though...

It comes
as I lie and wait...

The pain and loneliness
all come flowing back...

Today is December first
it should be a month of smiles and joy...