Today is December first
it should be a month of smiles and joy...

Cant you see
the pain in my eyes...

Pain pain go away
let me smile for just one day...

Its funny how
you can feel as though...

I wear this mask
of a girl i once knew...

I realized today
your not who i thought you were...

I take a tentative step
out into the ice rink...

Don't you notice
the pain in my eyes...

Everyday
i look at the marks...

Sprinkle it on
a nice thick layer...

Yet again written a while back 9/14/05
i have become...

I wrote this a while ago 9/13/05
i have been doing so good...