I still just sit here
thinking about you...
Even through all my pain
I'm there for you...
Yet again written a while back 9/14/05
i have become...
Slipping
Under...
I cant stand the pain
of thinking of you everyday...
Sometimes i cant help but feel
-alone...
I thought i was done
i told myself i was...
You just don't know
how it makes me feel...
I'm torn between feelings
or happy and sad...
I try to be strong
no matter what my pain...
I can't help but love you
and at the same time...
Because of you...
i hurt...