What do you do
when your heart is spinnin...

I know I push you away
and am difficult...

I kno its long but please read and comment
i cant help but wonder...

I cut today
and i cut deep...

Why you would call me
just to talk about what i now have...

Why must I still feel the pain
even after two years...

Why, I ask
why do I act as I do...

With each drop of blood that falls
i hear a clock tick...

I can't wait
until winter comes...

I inhale deeply
the pressure builds up...

So as the world dims
she raises her puppy brown eyes...

So we were on the phone
nothing unusual...