I was with him yesterday
when i saw you...

A never ending spiral
i descend everyday...

I want to be with you
but it may be too late...

It's not just the memories
or the sleep overs...

I hold it all in
i never release...

Spinning,
crying...

Happy on the outside
i am...

I still can't believe it happened
it's hard to swallow...

Yesterday was not a day to reckon with
it spread its fire across me and you...

You say it's OK to cry
that it helps and I'll feel better...

I try so hard
i really do...

Shes hot I'm not
shes cool I'm a fool...