I know i ain't perfect
but i don't deserve this...

I can't stop loving you
i can't fake happiness...

I just cant do it anymore
I'm so sick of your games...

I'll watch as it slices through my skin
it will give me the adrenaline rush...

So all it seems I want to do lately is cry
I know this may not seem out of the ordinary...

Don't tell me you understand
cause you don't...

I almost killed myself today
but then i thought of you...

I'm everything to you
but nothing to myself...

I'm letting go of pain
letting go of my past...

I woke up this morning
craving your touch...

I sit in class
watching the clock...

These scars on my wrist
i do not like to hide...