I miss it all so bad
So bad I want to scream...

Just wanted to kill the pain
there was nothing left to gain...

I was mad at the world
I was mad at myself...

I'm stuck in the past,
The happiness never seems to last...

Charlie, heaven is so lucky.
They get to have all of you...

It's such a pretty day,
but my world is dark and gray...

I didn't know what to do
That time I saw you...

Its too hard to sit here
act like everything is fine...

I know its been along time
I wish I hadn't lost you...

I'll always remember,
That night when I lost you forever...

Losing you doesn't seem real,
My heart wont ment...

If I let go of what happened years ago
I would have to let go of you...