I'm so tired
Of chasing impossible dreams...
I awoke alone on Christmas morning
Another bottle of wine...
Unresponsive...
Volatile...
Do you have any idea
How lucky you both are...
I've made a grave mistake, my love
I told you that I loved you...
It came to me in a dream
I realised how much I love you...
I see you, but it's not you
And I wonder who this is...
And the pain of it all, as we watched each other...
Became bigger than me, bigger than us...
Would you miss me?
Would you cry when I am gone...
So young, yet you’ve seen so much
A whole life ahead of you...
I'm tired
I'm tired of trying...
How did I end up in this place?
This deep and dark lonely pit...