I know that even though we aren't together we are still close friends. But that just isn't the same. I will never be able to see you as just a friend. You will always be my first love.

When I said I knew I would end up getting hurt, you told me that wasn't true. You told me you loved me to much to ever hurt me. So what happened that made you change your mind?

When I heard you say I love you and care about you, that was the last thing I had expected. It took me awhile to believe you but I finally did. And that was one of the biggest mistakes of my life.

You told me that you would always love me. How could I be stupid enough to believe you?

I made you and promise and then I broke it. Now you are hurt and my heart is breaking.

At first I was afraid to have you. Now I am afraid to lose you.

U told me to just trust you but when i did you broke my heart.

No one sees the scars I hide,
No one understands the tears I've cried.
Now to the whole world I have lied,
No one can ever understand me.