Dad, you've been protecting me against abusive boyfriends since i turned twelve, why now are you doin what you swore to protect me against??

Love is a killer
...
It killed me
Broke my heart into a thousand pieces, tore my mind apart with grief led me to put the gun to my head, pull the trigger with a smile.
All i wanted was to be happy.
All i wanted was you.
All i got was death.

You annoyed the hell out of me, every joke you told made me want to throttle you.
Then, as soon as you went away i wished every moment to hear your voice again.
I fell too hard and too fast, please.. please come back and pick me up.

With every smile,
With ever single hug,
With every text;
Email, or phonecall

You Break My Heart
A Thousand Times over
x.x Why can i not stop loving you? x.x

If i understood what i'd done wrong then maybe, just maybe i'd be able to make you smile at /me\ once again

I wish, with all of my heart and soul, that no matter how broken you make me become that you'll still love me, hold me when you're finished just to show you care.
I understand though, if you wish not to get blood on your shirt.

I close my eyes and all i see is your smiling face.
I block my ears only to hear you whisper that you love me once again.
I wake with tears on my pillow caused by my dreams of you
Why must you torment me so?

I lay my head once again upon my damp pillow, ready to cry myself to sleep once again.

I cower as you approach me dad, wishing that maybe, just once you'd hold me close, tell me you love me

I'd given you another chance...I'd forgave you before and you threw that in my face...
How dare you come crawling back now.