My soul is black
And I can't change it back...

You can feel a presence nearby
even when no one is around...

Waiting in this hell called life
Waiting to die...

How dare the sky turn blue today
I need to see it black and gray...

There is no dark black
There is no light black...

Sitting here in shadows of black
As my soul is under attack...

I remember when the safest place at night was in...
but I am far from safe from the dreams that fill...

finally found my one true love,
the one I’ve always been dreaming of...

All I ever ask of you
is compassion and understanding...

Moonlight through my window
And falling on my bed...

Take me far away from here
to a wonderful place where only you are near...

I look back on the days,
days long into the past...