I just realized somthing that made my world stand...
Its been a whole year since I ran through the...

Others who may not see inside
May themselves...

One more lost
One left away...

Kelsey...
Rest in peace for forever, you're always in my...

My red soul flows out my arms, like so many times...
I slice my legs until the thick red blood...

Missing you always
And missing you still...

The night is deep, its warm, its wet, like the...
I am soaked with blood, as I am with wet when this...

One more cut
This ones deep...

Blue orchids, in a summers night
I love you softly, please hold me tight...

*short poem*
I hold my breath, I count to ten...

You have been here throughout my troubles
Throughout my hopes and lies...

The other day
I saw you smile...