From the pit of my gut
i feel like pukingg...

I'm sick of caring so much
And trying to help others...

As is I'm not already going through enough
Your piercing wounds, afflicted with mine...

As her scream pierces through the silence
Like a child, screaming for the mother...

Realizing that I'm basically alone
in a world of selfish and evil people...

Being let down, is something that I'm used to
But something that I don't like...at all...

It finally hit me
I'm a fat ass...

I'm used to it.
I swear I am...

And as i sat waiting
for the night to begin...

Just wanted to tell you and let you know that i...
No matter what...

When will this end?
When will it freaking end...

Itâ??s funny how I wake up
And start to cry...