I don't know why I thought he would be different,
why did I think my love would be sufficient...

There is this guy I love so well,
But to many girls will his name ring a bell...

Dear Brenden,
Remember this...

Well I went on a retreat
we didn't think we would miss a beat...

Why is this happening?
Why are all of our eyes dampening...

There is a guy,
And he makes me want to die...

Dear God,
Can you hear me...

To my dearest Brenden.
We first talked at the pool...

To my dearest Ryan.
I fought so hard for you...

I trusted you,
and thougt you trusted me too...

Four months ago I started school,
Some people thought I was a fool...

I sit here every day,
and I ask myself why...