Why is this happening?
Why are all of our eyes dampening...

To my dearest Brenden.
We first talked at the pool...

Dear God,
Can you hear me...

Dear Brenden,
Remember this...

There is a guy,
And he makes me want to die...

Well I went on a retreat
we didn't think we would miss a beat...

Four months ago I started school,
Some people thought I was a fool...

There is this guy I love so well,
But to many girls will his name ring a bell...

I trusted you,
and thougt you trusted me too...

To my dearest Ryan.
I fought so hard for you...

When you drink you can't think,
It has put you at the brink...

I sit here every day,
and I ask myself why...