He hit me like a big yellow school bus, knowing he was gone forever...

Dont ask whats wrong when its written all over your face, you hate me and i can't do anything about it...

I never knew how much i loved him, untill he was gone...

Whats the point of living, when theres nothing to live for...

Im nothing to you, but your everything to me...

Your to good for me, im just a peice of nothing...

Dont waist your time on me, Im not worth it...

Kiss me slowly sweetie for i will no longer be in this world...

Let me sleep gracefully darling, let me dream, unlike my nightmare life...

I wanted to smile because I knew that he was happy, but I wanted to cry because getting to see him again sounded more like a dream and less like a reality...