How can you say this
I really don't understand...

This isn't cool
It's not a joke...

You love me and want to go on
But I don't want to go further...

I looked you in the eyes
For the very first time...

You are my best friend
I hate that you're this way...

It doesn't seem fair
Well at least not for you...

Shaking body
Weeping eyes...

I can't believe I could be so stupid
Man, I wish I could change the past...

Some will say
Hey, pain is pleasure...

Holding my breath, hoping, praying, begging that...
Filling my bag, packing, scrunching, stuffing...

~*[It is kinda a true story, but I haven't gone...
Bleed just to see...

You think it's bad that your heart aches
Little do you know that my heart breaks...