Everything is such a blur
Not knowing what is going to happen next...

If i love you
why does it...

I feel lost confused upset sick for no reason at...

I watch you stand there
You see me seeing you...

As my secret
is reveiled...

Im the desperate beat girl
who is looked upon as a cutter...

Your perfect, the best
Amazing, protective...

Its all a big haze now
Compared to what it used to be...

Am I losing at this game of life?
Am I losing whats most important...

Its like when
the red turns...

Its so easy to cut my wrists, soon it will be easy...

When i look in the mirror
who do i see...